Radiation: The emotional burn

Radiation: The emotional burn

It’s been a while since I’ve written here. I think it’s been a combination of things….I haven’t felt much like writing/sharing updates, I’ve been exhausted from radiation and life in general, and oh yeah, my efforts have been so focused on this little project...
PATHOLOGY & EMOTIONS

PATHOLOGY & EMOTIONS

Damn, emotions and feelings can be so fucking complicated, can’t they?!?!  13 LYMPH NODES REMOVED AND NO EVIDENCE OF METASTATIC CARCINOMA!  Best words I’ve heard from a doctor since 12/10/20!  So why did these words fall so flat? Why am I not jumping...
Flow Funk

Flow Funk

Hello friends! I’m dropping another honest and vulnerable post here today. I guess perhaps you’ve come to expect that from me by now?!?! I’ve been in what I’m calling a “flow funk” lately. You know that feeling you get when you’re in the flow? Things are manifesting...

A new perspective

Not all negative memories need to remain. We have the ability to change our narratives and the stories we tell ourselves.  My mom, sister and aunt all commented on how beautiful the grounds of the Schar Cancer Institute were when they came to chemo with me. They...
BOOKENDS

BOOKENDS

WARNING: This may be my most vulnerable post yet and it contains somewhat graphic descriptions.  It’s taken me some time to finish writing this and publish it. It’s very vulnerable and each time I revisited it, I questioned posting it. What was my...