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Day by day

It’s January 3rd and I have not settled in to the New Year. As I’ve aged, I’ve realized it takes me some time. Or perhaps, it’s more that Jan 1 to me, is just a transition from the day before, just like any other day. Spring tends to be more of...
Old Stories

Old Stories

It’s midmorning on a Wednesday and I’m sipping a hot cup of coffee at my desk at the radio station. I hear my name being called, quite loudly, by my boss. He’s telling me to come into his office. He’s an older man, who has been working in this...

Not for naught

Yesterday marked one year since my final full chemo (TCHP) treatment. As you may recall, that day did not go well. As I reflected yesterday, I actually chuckled at this memory. Not because it was funny to me, but rather, because it was a reminder that as much as...
Radiation: The emotional burn

Radiation: The emotional burn

It’s been a while since I’ve written here. I think it’s been a combination of things….I haven’t felt much like writing/sharing updates, I’ve been exhausted from radiation and life in general, and oh yeah, my efforts have been so focused on this little project...
PATHOLOGY & EMOTIONS

PATHOLOGY & EMOTIONS

Damn, emotions and feelings can be so fucking complicated, can’t they?!?!  13 LYMPH NODES REMOVED AND NO EVIDENCE OF METASTATIC CARCINOMA!  Best words I’ve heard from a doctor since 12/10/20!  So why did these words fall so flat? Why am I not jumping...