PATHOLOGY & EMOTIONS

PATHOLOGY & EMOTIONS

Damn, emotions and feelings can be so fucking complicated, can’t they?!?!  13 LYMPH NODES REMOVED AND NO EVIDENCE OF METASTATIC CARCINOMA!  Best words I’ve heard from a doctor since 12/10/20!  So why did these words fall so flat? Why am I not jumping...
Flow Funk

Flow Funk

Hello friends! I’m dropping another honest and vulnerable post here today. I guess perhaps you’ve come to expect that from me by now?!?! I’ve been in what I’m calling a “flow funk” lately. You know that feeling you get when you’re in the flow? Things are manifesting...
BOOKENDS

BOOKENDS

WARNING: This may be my most vulnerable post yet and it contains somewhat graphic descriptions.  It’s taken me some time to finish writing this and publish it. It’s very vulnerable and each time I revisited it, I questioned posting it. What was my...

FACEBOOK REPOST (8/10/21)

It has taken me a week to write this post. Part of that was due to normal fatigue and shit post-chemo, but mostly I haven’t written this post due to deep emotional and mental processing I’ve been doing. There is also fear in writing this (and the accompanying blog...
Change in plans….

Change in plans….

So, the type A in me couldn’t figure out how to transition from sharing pics of chemo #1 with 5 more to go and chemo #2 with 4 more to go, to sharing this pic from yesterday, with 10 more to go. It just doesn’t fit the formula I was given for this journey...